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Post by karen on May 5, 2005 9:55:40 GMT -5
sometimes i am just SO overwhelmed! i know many have come here. i just wish it was easier to navigate. unfortunately, i am unable to afford a commercial website. i need a place where i don't have to host the photos somewhere else, so they are seen properly. maybe someone who knows more about web design, as everything i've had to do myself (& learn myself). i am back on dial-up, for now. again, i'm feeling so overwhelmed, just trying to be able to look for my son, neil alan. there are not enough hours in a day for an individual to do what is needed. i am praying to GOD: please help!
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Post by winteryns on Jun 15, 2005 14:09:16 GMT -5
sometimes i am just SO overwhelmed! i know many have come here. i just wish it was easier to navigate. unfortunately, i am unable to afford a commercial website. i need a place where i don't have to host the photos somewhere else, so they are seen properly. maybe someone who knows more about web design, as everything i've had to do myself (& learn myself). i am back on dial-up, for now. again, i'm feeling so overwhelmed, just trying to be able to look for my son, neil alan. there are not enough hours in a day for an individual to do what is needed. i am praying to GOD: please help!God bless you. You and your son our in my prayers. |
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Post by David A Payne on Jun 19, 2005 21:27:57 GMT -5
Karen I can't even begin to think what you are going thru. I am truely sorry that anyone has to go thru this. You have probaly had many people tell you things. It is easy for them to say because they aren't going thru what you are. Will say this then I will close. Look at the lamp. It is your Guide. He will guide you in your search. Please lay it at GOD'S FEET He will handle it. Karen you can not do it by yourself. You must give to a Stronger Power. We prayed for you and son before we saw this site. I prayed for all missing chikdren and adults just yesterday. Will pray for your son and his return to you. Pick up the lamp and let it guide you. GOD be with you and son.
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Post by tina on Jul 3, 2005 10:55:22 GMT -5
i got this link to your website from postings on Scaredmonkeys website.my prayers are with you.I pray for all the missing people and the families who are missing them.I can even imagine what you are going through.God bless you.
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Post by Barbara M on Jul 21, 2005 17:05:46 GMT -5
This is Flowers4u Karen. My heart is so deeply touch that I am crying. :'(I am a sensitive person when I hear one is so hurt and overwhelmed. I have no children myself as I couldn't bear children. I was told when I was very young child. So, this has been an sacrafice for me to say the least as I always wanted to have a look alike of me. However, I did get over it, by seeking professional help as I was so disturbed from the Doctors report that I would be in danger losing a Kidney. I have found peace through others that did go ahead and ignored the doctor's reports. They are now fighting for their lives at the age that I am now. So, I come to terms that it wasn't meant to be. I can feel your spirit as beautiful as it can be. When I pray, I do pray for all people in the world. I was so disturbed at Christmas when hearing about the big wave that took so many lives. I pray for them too. In your postings, I very much appreciate the time you took to give reference links. In my college days which is only 3 years ago 06/02, I finally finished. I started at 44 and ended at 47. I am now, 50 the over hill number.  However, time has been good to me, so trying to get help for others whenever I can. I do know someone that does websites for living. He is from the UK and lives in Orlando, Florida. I will get in contact with him, and give this link to contact you. Maybe, he can help or know somebody else. Thanks so much from posts with all the references. ;)In Composition I and II. this was taught in my college days, and I have gotten alittle lazy. I am caregiver for my Mother who is 88 a retired school teacher with a Master's degree. She truly inspires me, and I have given printed copies of the conversations off Scared Monkeys site so she can read about the case with NH. She click right on you like I did. You are true Scholar even if you haven't attend college. When one wants to clarify rumor one must post the facts to clarify the theory. When I pray for NH, your Son is on the list too. I really thing he is alive, but has a poor example around him. Many times in divorces the childen are kipnapped by the Father, or their seedy friends. Your son will be in my thoughts on a daily basis to bring him home a.s.a.p. God Bless you every moment of the day. :0) |
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Post by Dublin on Jul 30, 2005 9:09:08 GMT -5
I also found your site through a link at Scared Monkeys. I feel for you. I have children of my own, and left an abusive husband when they were children. Thanks God that mine have had little to do with him in the last few years, but I remember vividly the fear that overcame me each time they left for their visits with him. I will post a link to your site over on the Prophecies Forum. There are some psychics there that may help give your more clues. I'm not a strong psychic, but did get an impression that your son is alive, that he is surrounded by bad people (I got this impression before reading your site). I do feel that he will try to contact you in some way. He may not be able to now, but will try to find a way. Be confident in the years you had with him and all that you have taught to him. He has a strong spirit and will get through this time. You have to understand that while AA has in principle the intent of helping people to overcome their drinking, it tends to attract people with a lot of other problems. There are some pretty sick people that sit in those meetings. It is also possible that they stumbled into something and the government has moved them into hiding and perhaps for their own protection. I'm not sure about that, but the thought did occur to me, especially when so many members of your ex's circle of family were in jail. As far as the site goes. It is fine. I struggled a little at first to find a page that summarized what happened. Perhaps you could copy and paste the summary from FAQ up to a post on the "General" area. Otherwise, the pics are fine. The link to Gary's page is broken, but others all worked. I had trouble reading the autopsy, but you summarized that under the FAQ pages. I think you've done a great job. Don't feel so overwhelmed. You're doing great. Believe me, if I were in your shoes, I'd do the same. Don't give up. Have faith and let that faith carry you. Also, don't be afraid to ask for help. Is your son posted on the missing kids pages yet Amber alert pages Maybe John Walsh can cover the story and get some publicity for you I'm posting a link here for you as you may find these people offer your some help. forum.prophecies.us/viewforum.phpf=27I'll also post a link there for you as well. Keep the faith!!  |
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Post by Dublin on Jul 30, 2005 9:35:51 GMT -5
Just thought I'd also mention. I posted a link to this site, on prophecies forum. I also saw pics from the National Center for Missing children. In looking at the father's image, I also am not getting that he is dead. I got an image of partying... women, drinking. Having it all so to speak... Creepy kind of feeling. But, I can't tell you where. I'd try to follow the money. You need to find someone who can help you find out what money he'd have had access to, or who is sending him money so he can live in this lifestyle... follow the money to the father and I think you'd find your son.
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Post by Gil on Aug 11, 2005 20:29:06 GMT -5
can you email me directly, I think I may have come across something you might want to know. I just don't want to post it publicly.
Thanks
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Post by David A Payne on Aug 15, 2005 13:21:27 GMT -5
I agree with ithe dublin guest. I don't think eiether father or son or dead. I hate to say it but I beleive the elder neil used his friend as a escape plan. We are not getting all details on the boat owner and how he died. So we can't judge for our self's what might have happened. I have read where the mother was trying to get neil declared legally dead so she could sue ex-husbands estate. I thought you had to be gone or missing five years. Some things don't add up here. KAREN MANY WOULD LIKE YOU TO RETURN TO AMW FORUMS TO EXPLAIN THINGS. Things such as why you would want your son declared legally dead so soon. I don't belive he is dead. My Opinion.
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Post by karen on Aug 18, 2005 14:26:18 GMT -5
I agree with ithe dublin guest. I don't think eiether father or son or dead. I hate to say it but I beleive the elder neil used his friend as a escape plan. We are not getting all details on the boat owner and how he died. So we can't judge for our self's what might have happened. I have read where the mother was trying to get neil declared legally dead so she could sue ex-husbands estate. I thought you had to be gone or missing five years. Some things don't add up here. KAREN MANY WOULD LIKE YOU TO RETURN TO AMW FORUMS TO EXPLAIN THINGS. Things such as why you would want your son declared legally dead so soon. I don't belive he is dead. My Opinion. hi david..actually, it was not me pushing to have neil declared dead...because i don't truly believe that. my atty's proceeded with NEGLIGENCE cases against the dad & the boat ins co, as, for one, i was not even told he was going on a boat, he was not to leave the cty without my knowledge, NO ONE notified me that they were not bck, etc. ..the local police did NOTHING, & continue to do NOTHING, to investigate this. they never even asked gary's neighbors if they saw the boat go out, let alone, who was on it! myself, & others, have provided info to the police, regarding various people surrounding this whole thing & the will do NOTHING! they know about gary's PCs, door locks changed, etc., & do NOTHING. they know RESCUE 3 took all the donation $$s, & do NOTHING! i have no funds left. i have gone to the caicos, i have researched & investigated everything possible, short of subpoenas. neil's dad's wife can't sell her house without death declared & she is suing the boat co..the judge has brought up every thing i have & is reluctant. first thing he said was how do we even know they were on that boat (thank you, judge!) he may be issuing a revocable presumption certificate. i know, in my heart, that i have to do whatever will help me to look for my son.PERIOD. & neil alan would, too. the cops told me they will do nothing unless i give them evidence neil is alive. i told them that is their job, & i have given them lots of suspicious info. they said have a great day! the fbi remain classified, as per FOIA response. hope this helps. anyone who really knows me, knows, including the media. my life is not the same, there is a huge hole in my heart. blessings, karen~ |
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Post by karen on Aug 18, 2005 14:30:04 GMT -5
dublin: thx, so very much, for your post! i did sign up at prophecies. pls feel free to post it there. i am having to move & i have been having a hard time, emotionally. i hope to do better, after the move. pls keep neil in your prayers!
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Post by karen on Aug 18, 2005 14:32:14 GMT -5
can you email me directly, I think I may have come across something you might want to know. I just don't want to post it publicly. Thanks gil, how can i email you when you are signed in as guest my email is keddl32713@aol.com. just put gil in subject line & i will know it is you, pls!! look fwd to hearing from ya! k~ |
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Post by May on Sept 19, 2005 8:47:10 GMT -5
thinking of you, karen!  May |
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However, time has been good to me, so trying to get help for others whenever I can. 
